I am free. And I am lost.

kpt1Rattle, Battle is ready. Atlanteans are ready. Tides of Time is ready. Huge pressure that kept me busy 18/7 for past few months is gone. Strange feeling it is.

Do you remember from school times when you had a homework to do and you knew it’s there, waiting for you? You might play, you might have fun, but this homework was always there, still not finished, still calling you back home to do work.

With unfinished game it is the same. I can’t actually rest. I can’t fully reset my brain, I can’t just fool around, play video game or watch movie. Unfinished game is there all the time and ask for my attention. Whatever I do, I know I should finish this deck, solve this problem, balance this mechanism, call testers for one more game… It’s obsession. I can’t get this out of my head. Whenever I take shower or have dinner, whenever I watch match in TV or drive a car, I think about the game.

All files to these three boxes are at manufacturers level. I can no longer improve them. It is closed chapter. I am free.

I can play video game. I can watch TV show. I can play board game. And man, this is a strange feeling after these past few months of constant pressure…

4 thoughts on “I am free. And I am lost.

  1. Buggy says:

    Time to rest and let the brain tidy up the mess in background. πŸ™‚

  2. Kai says:

    I know the feeling so well. Glad the world has you back! Enjoy your freedom until you start the next pile of projects πŸ˜‰

  3. Jorome Bennett says:

    I’m really looking forward to the Atlanteans. Thanks for the hard work!

    Have you played gwent in the Witcher 3? Any thoughts?

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